La-La awaits me

While I write this, I am pained to an extent but then there is some bit of joy too.! Guess what , I am getting back to Singapore - a semester that awaits me : a not so tough one i should say but nevertheless trying to get back to being busy.

My NUS life has been sorta patchy especially with regard to some of my results. This definetly makes me wonder if i am made for Comp.Sci after all - May be i could have shunned away Engineering itself and gone into some other stream - a doctor may be.. But then its a bit too late and i need to garner some interest in the field that I have chosen.

Otherwise its been an awesome 1.5 years in Singapore..I love the city for its splendid source of balance in terms of work-hygiene and so on but then the place gets monotonous and boring, as do all the other places..Infact i felt that this 20 odd day break was longer than my semester itself.Pretty wierd for me to say this esp when we international students love to be back home amidst our friends,family and ofcourse the glorious Indian food..but then again when u end up sleeping half the day and waking up to your proper day as the sun sets, you know that you are out of place to some extent (atleast thats what i feel after 4 days of this kind of Americanish routine)..Then again, its nice to be lazy especially after a tiring semester and a small internship..

The feeling of going to Singapore gives me some fresh energy and i bubble like a small innocent child..infact when puttas once buzzes me and tells me "mahesh, iam leaving blore tom mning", i go on saying "wow thats amazing" and then realizes that she goes on saying "huh?U mad??"And then i realize may be its not the same for all, may be their sentiments are bigger, may be they are just too much attached , may be they are worried about a multitude of reasons but then it doesnt bother me to any extent..

But then the energy that comes out thro my veins when the flight captain says "To the port of Singapore " is someting that i love, be it the n th time i visit the place..may be my affinity towards the la-la place could be coz of it being my first visit abroad but then i simple love the place..Looking forward for one more semester of hard work , some tennis with sandeep along with some steamy discussions abt Australia and England(India and SRT will be my nicks in google talk for sure!!!), some mind rattling debates with Vaas and co about India (whether the country is going to the dogs!)nice dinners and lunch with my favourite people and ofcourse literature with puttas and fafu in my team and kicking some Anuja,Shashi and Vaas ass!The propsects seem to be intresting!